Donnerstag, 29. April 2010

119 and a day in the park in photos

I think the turtle looks particularly... weird... and thus made it into the 365 photos/day project. And my mom is to blame for the shirt. It was her gift to me (and yes I love it *g*).

Mittwoch, 28. April 2010

117 + 118

Went to see my first 3D movie: Alice in Wonderland. It was fun even though the story was nothing new. And of course, it's beautiful outside and pretty hot already.

Samstag, 24. April 2010

113 + 114

Occasionally, even I get lucky. I have tried on that dress about 2 months ago but decided against buying it. Today I found a stack and they were on a sale for 9 Euro. *happy*

Yesterday was a meh-day. But I got through it okay.

Donnerstag, 22. April 2010

110 - 112

The story I am working on.
A trip into the city.
And a bike ride showing me how unfit I really am.

Dienstag, 20. April 2010


Being at home is... I don't know. I am blocked and can't write. I also have no real motivation to take photos. But I eat. Is this mutually exclusive? Eating and gaining weight vs creativity? See, I ask stupid questions because I just don't know right now. Must make more plans and stick to them.  And sit outside more because the sun is shining and it's beautiful.

Sonntag, 18. April 2010

107 + 108

Before some anonymous person sends me another email, let me just answer said email: the one and only way to get rid of agoraphobia is to do what you are scared of. Not that I am scared of being in nature, but I am not good in cinemas, e.g.. But that is precisely where I went today. I went to see "A single Man" and I would like the whole world to watch that movie for so many reasons. The love story, Colin, Julianne, Tom Ford, the visuals, the music, the... everything. Just watch it if you haven't already seen it.

Samstag, 17. April 2010

105 + 106

Leeloo being her cute self. And then I went for a walk in the forest. The first one in 5 weeks. And I spotted her and everyone was like: Eww look at that ugly fucked up bitch, she's not gonna get any of the food we brought. And I thought that was unfair and so I took her photo.

Mittwoch, 14. April 2010


I'm back home. I was at a clinic to get treatment for my agoraphobia. Sadly, it did not work out. So I'm back  home, trying to restructure my life, trying to get better. Here are the final photos from the place (hopefully I won't have to return at some point).

Freitag, 9. April 2010

#98 & #99

I am confined to a room. Semi-voluntarily. If I leave I will not only disappoint people I care for but also risk being unwell. If I stay, I will be unwell and show the people with the power they are right in treating me this way. Don't know what to do other than being grateful for the support shown to me. Because that I am. Grateful.

Donnerstag, 8. April 2010

new photos

This is where I currently 'live'. I'll let you know the exact details shortly. Well.. I sort of moved beds but that doesn't really matter. All I can say is I'm lonely, fed up and stressed.

Montag, 5. April 2010

#94 + #95

Seriously... I have no words for life right now. And also not photos. Which is even worse.

Samstag, 3. April 2010

# 90-93

The first photo is a rainbow. For some reason I wanted it black and white. The rest are Diana+ fotos, taken over the last couple of days. My life is really sucking right now. Jesus it's not funny. But nonetheless: